Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Right now

A lot can happen in 2 weeks. a lot.
Throughout this 2 weeks, i realised i need to start reevaluate everything.
What happened in this 2 weeks tested my friendships.
I know not many of you read my blog but this is my way of venting, so here goes..

what happened not only hurt him, it hurt me too.
I didnt go public about how i felt, but im sure he did. This cost me a lot of pain.
I think, every story has 2 sides of it, and people should know that.
Clearly, some of them didnt.

For the past few days, ive been at home, sleeping in the day time and playing The Sims Social at night. And thats about sums up my past few days.
not a good habit to pick up. I should spend my last few weeks, going out and be happy.

I really need my bestfriends with me. but i cant bring myself to let them know that.
They have so many things going on for them, they dont need another burden like me to bring them out of their loop.

I feel very vulnerable and fragile.
I have less than a month here and i just want everything to be great especially before i leave.

1 comments:

the writing writer said...

hai brazililior, am sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
plz forgive me, i dun want to be a bad person and i don't like being asshole
<3